I made it well into my second day, then hit a rough patch and caved immediately. I spent the day getting high, blowing through the last of my emergency stash.
Tapering has never worked for me, I don’t have that kind of self discipline. I start out with good intentions, but once I’ve had a little, I want more. Then it’s back to the races.
So now I’m in a real predicament, I’ve absolutely no dope and I’m literally in the middle of nowhere.
This is exactly how the addict mind works; I’ll take all these now and tomorrow will work itself out. Your mind can always find a way to justify it. Of course, I’ve only put off the inevitable once again.
Night draws down and the dope is wearing off.
Here we go again…..