It’s been a while since I’ve posted.
A lot has changed for me in that time.
I’ve left my home and all that I’ve known for over fifteen years, for a life on the road.
I have my car, my van and the few belongings I can carry.
I’ve always wanted to do this, for as long as I can remember. To travel, to live simply, to explore far away places and to keep moving. So here I am.
I’ve done a few trips leading up to this, which gave me some experience. But living like this full time is different from knowing you have a home to go back to. Now, my home comes with me, home is wherever I am.
I’ve already found I get asked where I’m from a lot, and no one is ever satisfied with the answer of ‘anywhere and everywhere ‘. Being this transient is hard to grasp for the majority of people.
I went to Melbourne for a few days to visit my best friend and found the city drives me crazy. The traffic and fast pace of city life is just too overwhelming for me now. I love the peace of the country. I left the city craving the peace and solitude of the bush.
Today I came to a quiet little campground beside a river. Apart from the bees and cicadas, I have the place to myself. Hot, sweaty and craving a shower, I went down to the river, stripped naked and bathed in the cool fresh waters. I washed my dreads and just floated awhile. Reveling in having this moment to myself.
The river spoke to me, and here I found my direction , why I am doing this. I choose this life of freedom, of no anchor, to learn to be at peace with myself. To find contentment in my own company, to enjoy being alone. Also, to become closer to the earth, to nature. To become less and less reliant on civilization and to know I can survive, even thrive, outside the constraints of everyday society. I’m not looking for something outside myself, I’m finding myself both out here and within.
So now I wander, no fixed home, no fixed address. I’m full of goodbyes and not only do I learn to let go, I must. I put my faith in the road and what lays beyond the next bend. I open myself to adventure and all that comes my way.